There is a raging flame of emotions that is always radiating.
It’s something that must be tamed and yet rarely expressed. A focus that often times can create isolation and lack of expression. When released without proper care, it can burn externally. The ashes from the consequences are real. This is the outburst that is out of context or the paranoia of a future that does not exist. These flames can burn the very things that are cherished so deeply.
Learning the manage and harness the vulnerability is what seems to be best. It’s the acceptance of truth regardless of outcome that’s currently helping map through this reality. The only thing truly challenged is my ego. It’s difficult to accept. This can lead to projections of passiveness or weakness onto the individual. There is a quote that helps me stay grounded.
Often times, especially from the perspective of a male. There can be this primal impulse of being the warrior in the war. I think as we seek truth, many of us find ourselves with a deeper resolve as it relates to conflict.
This does not mean there isn’t a time to assert oneself. Furthermore, there are other forms of conflict that takes place. There is both darkness in the external and internal.
I think often times it starts with how we understand ourselves. As I continue project S-Tier and reaching my greatest self. Emotional management and intelligence is paramount. I am a flawed individual and full of choices I’m not proud of. The intent and goal is to learn, so that I can be better.
For me, the true battle lies against entities of thought.
